Lets Re-Start

Lets Re-Start

As the time goes on the mindset of the humans changes…For that change we the humans, given a beautiful name…. Maturity!!! I sometimes feel like, I have to grow up and get out of my childishness. Be professional, well-educated, in the society. On the other hand, I still want my dad kiss and mom’s love…. I want to play all the stupid games which I played in my kindergarten… I want to run, jump, play, but my maturity interrupts me a lot…. My age will not support to do all these…

I still remember my stupid things in my life, because they are stupid…Roaming on streets, staring at girls, teasing them, stupid/senseless talks, stupid plans, I enjoyed my stupidity then. I don’t want to stop all these in the name of maturity…I have a friend name shiva, he is such an idiot, he don’t have any ethics, rules to follow. When we both met each other, I guarantied there will be one stupid thing we do. I don’t know who will force us but somehow we’ll do it.. I missed many in my life, I don’t even dare to blame my enjoyment, because I enjoyed. I want to start my career to get back all the things which I missed, which was impossible…Zindagi Dubara nai milegi… But still I want to re-start my career…...
I still remember my innocence, when I first met a girl (addressing only one in that relation).The sleepless chat… First hand-shake!!! The first touch… The first kiss… and the first rumor about us …. I enjoyed everything, every second of my innocence…. I started many relationships with no expectations… they make me laugh, make me cry for no reason, make me to care about her, and finally, make me to love (I feel at that second) her. I met many girls in my life, I feel, may be a dozen times she is my girl… She will not be mine but the experience I had with her, will be awesome. Thanks to my fate which had taught me huge lessons, I learnt lessons and want to re-start my relationship (friendship) with them. Even this was impossible why because, I’m a BAD BOY….

I’m 20, with this 20 I can tell you..
If we lost a race, No chance of re-starting the race.. Even though we re-start, the probability of winning will be slightly increases but not 1.. Life has given a ship of chances where we have to take chance of winning... The race will end up with two experiences Good and Bad. Well! Good experience gives you the success, happiness.. Bad will gives you the key to success and tells you Race hasn't ended, There was other race which you have to win….

But still guys, I want to re-start my career, I Want to re-start my relationship, I want to re-start my LIFE…..